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Healed


We stutter and we stammer till You save us
A symphony of chaos till You play us
Phrases on the pages of unknown
‘Til You read us into poetry and prose
We are kept and we are captive till You free us
Vaguely unimagined ‘til You dream us
Aimlessly unguided ‘til You lead us home


By Your voice we speak
By Your strength no longer weak
We are no longer weak
And by Your  wounds we are healed
And by Your  wounds we are healed 


Passed over and passed by until you claim us
Orphaned and abandoned ‘til you name us
Hidden and disclosed ‘til you expose your  hearts


By your death we live
It is by your gift that we might give
That we might give
And by your wounds we are healed
And by your wounds we are healed 


What kind of love would take your
shame and spill his blood for you
Save us by His wounds
By your wounds, we are healed
By your wounds, we are healed
What kind of love
By your wounds, we are healed
Tell me what kind of love is this
By your wounds, we are healed.





Where are you God???

These past few days I’ve been asking the question “Where are you God???!!” Right now I need direction in my life. I’m needing to feel that even though ahead of me looks horrible and the situations I’m not wanting to deal with look like they will never get better he will make a way but saying it and believing it are two different things. I need to hear the voice of God. You always hear people talking about how you must press in and find him that is true but sometimes as humans we always take the easy road and sometimes give up. I feel like giving up on a lot right now but know I can’t. That doesn’t mean that the thought isn’t there and that I’m just doing so wonderful and not a care in the world please I hate when people try to put on a front of perfection in every area of their life.

God is the Creator of the universe who yearns for us to know Him. That is why we are all here. It is His desire that we rely on and experience His strength, love, justice, holiness and compassion. So He says to all who are willing, "Come to me."
Unlike us, God knows what will happen tomorrow, next week, next year, the next decade. He says, ("I am God, and there is no one like me, declaring the end from the beginning."1) He knows what will happen in the world. More importantly, He knows what will occur in your life and can be there for you, if you've chosen to include Him in your life. He tells us that He can be ("our refuge and strength, an ever-present help in times of trouble."2) But we must make a sincere effort to seek Him. He says, "You will seek me and find me, when you search for me with all your heart."3 That doesn't mean that those who know God will escape difficult times. They won't. One follower of Jesus Christ put it this way: "We are hard pressed on every side, but not crushed; perplexed, but not in despair; persecuted, but not abandoned; struck down, but not destroyed."4 Reality tells us that we will experience problems in life. However, if we go through them while knowing God, we can react to them with a different perspective and with a strength that is not our own. No problem has the capacity to be insurmountable to God. He is bigger than all the problems that can hit us, and we are not left alone to deal with them.

God's Word tells us, ("The Lord is good, a refuge in times of trouble. He cares for those who trust in him."5 And, "The Lord is near to all who call on him, to all who call on him in truth. He fulfills the desires of those who fear him; he hears their cry and saves them."6)

Many of us -- no, all of us -- choose at times to stiff-arm God and His ways. Compared to others,we might consider ourselves to be respectable, loving people. But in the raw honesty of our own hearts, if we were to face God, it would be with the knowledge of our sin. As we begin to address God in prayer, are we not caught short, paused by the sense that God is well aware of our thoughts, actions and self-centeredness? We have...by our lives and actions...distanced ourselves from God. We have often lived like we could run our lives just fine without Him. The Bible says that "We all, like sheep, have gone astray, each of us has turned to his own way."13 The consequences? Our sin has separated us from God, and it affects more than this life. The penalty for our sin is death, or eternal separation from God. However, God has provided a way for us to be forgiven and know Him.

God knows the pain and suffering we encounter in this world. Jesus left the safety and security of His home, and entered the hard environment we live in. Jesus got tired, knew hunger and thirst, battled accusations from others and was ostracized by family and friends. But Jesus experienced far more than daily hardships. Jesus, the Son of God in human form, willingly took all of our sin on Himself and paid our penalty of death. "In this is love, that he laid down his life for us."15 He went through torture, dying a slow, humiliating death of suffocation on a cross, so that we could be forgiven.

Jesus told others ahead of time that He would be crucified. He said that three days after His death He would come back to life, proving that He is God. He didn't say He would reincarnate someday. (Who would know if He actually did it?) He said three days after being buried He would show Himself physically alive to those who saw His crucifixion. On that third day, Jesus' tomb was found empty and many people testified to seeing Him alive.

Jesus Christ said, "My peace I give to you; not as the world gives, do I give to you. Let not your heart be troubled. In the world you have tribulation, but take courage; I have overcome the world."30 He promises never to fail us or forsake us."

What my heart desires....

One of the deepest desires of my heart is to travel. It’s something I’ve always wanted to do. I have been through a lot and have a voice to reach out to so many people so they can find healing and strength in the situation they are facing. So many things this past weekend has happened. We had a lady come visit our church and in the middle of the service God spoke to me and felt like he was telling me to prepare myself to start walking in my calling. It’s something I have been praying about for about a year now and I don’t want to go out until I am prepared and feel like I get a CLEAR answer. I’m not sure what all this traveling will involve but whatever it is I am willing to do what he asks of me. I don’t want pity for what I have gone through I don’t need that what I do need is people to be open to hearing my story and be willing to receive the healing that God has for them whether it be healing from abuse (mental, verbal, physical or spiritual) Heartache, disappointment, shame, guilt, feeling unworthy, the feeling of never achieving anything etc you get the point hopefully lol whatever it may be I want God to be able to use me. But something I realized this evening is I need to start dealing with some emotional baggage I have packed away in the closet it’s not huge life shattering things BUT it is baggage that needs disposed of. I am willing to go to the place where it may hurt, make me angry or make me sad so that I can be able to say I MADE IT AND SO CAN YOU!!!! I DEALT WITH THINGS I NEVER THOUGHT I COULD GET OVER AND I DIDN’T DO IT ALONE!!!! (I’m not yelling in an angry tone lol) I see so many times people stuck, including me at times because of the fear of “what ifs” I am no longer letting the “what if’s rule me and hold me back from what God has for me. If I have it in my heart to travel and speak to people then I am giving that to God so he can start working on it lol BAM!!!

I can’t wait to get into what I’m called to do. I’m very excited and scared sometimes too but its normal I think??? That is where I have got to trust God and trust with my WHOLE heart!!! I feel like right now I am in training for what my “job” will be. Every day I want to learn something new. I want to find out something else about God I didn’t know before. Think about it, when you are in a relationship with either your boyfriend/girlfriend you want to learn something new about them everyday…their likes/dislikes , their fears, their dreams etc God can have that kind of relationship with us but even DEEPER!!! Yes it’s an amazing feeling to have a significant other who makes you smile when you think about them and you know everyone is wondering what the heck you’re so aimlessly starring at smiling from ear to ear but it goes deeper then aimlessly smiling at nothing. Think about it…that is so deep. What more could you ask for??? I know for me that’s what I want and I will do whatever to get to the place where everyday learn something else!!!
Psalm 37:3-5
“Trust in the LORD and do good; dwell in the land and enjoy safe pasture. Delight yourself in the LORD and he will give you the desires of your heart. Commit your way to the LORD; trust in him and he will do this”

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Draw Me Nearer

For your nearness Lord I hunger
For your nearness Lord I wait
Hold me ever closer Father
Such a love I can’t escape

For your nearness I am hoping
For your nearness Lord I long
Have no need of any other
I have found where I belong
Yes, I have found where I belong

So draw me nearer Lord
Never let me go
Closer to your heart
Draw me nearer Lord
Draw me nearer Lord

In your nearness there is healing
What was broken now made whole
Restoration in its fullness
Lasting hope for all who come

In your nearness I take shelter
Where you are is where I’m home
I have need of only one thing
To be here before your throne
To be here before you throne

And keep me here, keep me here
There’s nowhere else I rather be
So keep me here, keep me here
There’s nowhere else I rather be
There’s nowhere else I rather be

So draw me nearer Lord
Never let me go
Closer to your heart
Draw me nearer Lord
Draw me nearer Lord
Draw me nearer my Lord

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Perspective

Do you ever just feel like your standing in a field all alone??? Or that everything you attempt to do never works out?? Well if not you are so lucky!!!! Im having one of those days where nothing is going right and Im very adaptable to change but college is around the corner and relationships are rocky right now. I have all of these tests that I need to take to even be able to get into college and recently have found that I am horrible at studying!!! How crazy is that?? Im not ok with my dreams being out of reach. I just feel like I need to get alone and be with God. This afternoon I had that thought then immediately thought I dont have the strength nor the energy to even do that.("The LORD is my strength and my shield; my heart trusts in him, and I am helped. My heart leaps for joy and I will give thanks to him in song." Psalm 28:7) God quickly spoke to me and made me realize I was doing a lot of moaning and complaining to everyone but him. Yes he knows what is in my heart and he knows what my desires are but he likes to hear what I am feeling. Just like when your in a love relationship there has got to be communication on both ends. It is kind of hard to learn about someone and feel comfortable with them when your only talking to yourself and the fact you feel completely retarded talking to yourself is a big reason why communication is a key to ANY kind of relationship lol

I feel like Im stuck in this rut and every time I climb out something tries to push me back in but I just had the revelation that its all in my perspective. Of course I wont succeed if all I'm thinking about is the fear of failing. So many times I think we assume the worst so we wont be disappointed but what a tragedy that is when God is wanting to bless us and build us so high up. I'm reminded of the scripture "but those who hope in the LORD will renew their strength. They will soar on wings like eagles; they will run and not grow weary, they will walk and not be faint." (Isaiah 40:31) Today I know for me I will allow God to speak to me and allow the fear of failure, the fear of disappointment, the fear of this the fear of that the fear.....This list could go on!!! I will allow him to remove those things and yea it may take awhile to get to that place. I love the quote "But I'm a train that's moving

And everyday I'm picking up speed" Its so perfect for where I am. Who knows if this blog will help someone, I pray it does but I guess it starts with me first. So take it from me, If your feeling down or just discouraged lets change our perspective.("Jesus looked at them and said, "With man this is impossible, but with God all things are possible." Matthew 19:26) We have so much potential that its a shame not to walk in that. No matter what your facing I believe in you. The key is believing in yourself first though. I pray this will speak to someone and if not, I know it helped me just to vent a little :) Be blessed and DREAM BIG!!!!!

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