I don’t know you. You hurt me, you lied to me and you masked the real you. I would’ve dropped whatever to help you; I gave up things because I “respected” you. I believed you. I trusted you and trusted you wouldn’t do me wrong. You’re human so we will be hurt we will be let down but I never thought you would burn me. You say one thing and do another. You shut people out that get too close but say for me not to do it because it’s a lonely dark place. Don’t you see?? Don’t you see??? Why can’t you see it??

You’re here but gone. I need healing so right now it’s best your gone. But just like I need healing you need it too. I want healing for you. I want you to have a good life. I want you to be whole. I want you to be blessed. But when are you going to step out and step up?? You still have a heart. I think it’s cold though. Mine is.

I cared so much for you, you were close to me. I thought I was close to you but I guess not. I’m so angry at you. I don’t want to be angry. Tomorrow is not promised so I’m going to let it go, Lately every day I gotta let it go but should I have to do it every day if I truly was able to let it go?? I see what you’ve done, I see what you’re doing and I keep asking myself why??? Why do you do what u do?? Why do you say what you say??? Why do you not say what needs to be said??? Does a broken heart mean nothing to you??? Does a wounded spirit mean nothing to you??? I think it does. I think it means a lot to you but, you can’t say what it means to you. Where's your voice??? Be careful because empty words and promises lead broken hearts astray. "The journey from your mind to your hands is shorter than you're thinking be careful if you think you stand you just might be sinking." I see the pattern…do you not see the pattern??? Please change the pattern before it’s too late.